accompanied my mom today to visit my grandma.
went to mall after that and a little shopping. loveeeeee my new sweater. i felt kinda bad about spending too much money these days. huhuhu. but well. new semester will come up and i will have no time for shopping anymore. well not as much time as now.
took bus home and got out at wrong shelter just to get into the same bus anymore. lost our seats so i felt really bad to my mom since she wore high wedges and had to stand the whole  time. she also begged me to wait for her when i just stood up to ask for directions to the employees. but i n ever bothered to tell her not to panic. i really have to try harder to be a fillial daughter. i promise from this second to be nicer to my mom. i love you,mom.

and then we also got out at wrong shelter since i didn't really know that place. and had to walk kinda far. my mom fell in front of a parking gate. i felt bad since there were people there and it must be hurt. and she kinda broke her shoes. her only good shoes. which made me feel worse as a child for not being able to buy her shoes. i promise i'll make a lot of money for you, mom. but at that time i just laughed non stop since it was funny. and i am a sucker for that kind of situation.

but after a long walk. we found a good restaurant. Dapur Solo. very recommended. we had a really nice course there. after that we got a taxi home. there was traffic so it cost a lot just for a short distance. and i felt worse again.

i think i feel really bad lately for my family for spending too much money while i have nothing to give to them. i have a lot in my mind that i want to do to earn my own money. i hope i can achieve that soon.