so today, in the morning i went to the campus to have a meeting about accounting grand discussion. i was so late since i had to wait for my sister and the train kept stopping on the way. i met devi on a train and we talked about lots of things. as usual, when accounting division gathers up, we just joke all the time. glad i have ute to pull us back on the track. evverytime ute had to go to the other meeting taking at the same place, me yosua and indra just had some random chat. i guess i can never be a good leader if i still have a really short term focus like this. for lunch we went to pecel lele lela and just kill time there. again. chitchatting about just the most random things.

after the meeting i planned to go to AYE, there was some push and pull went on but finally i went to fx with Rara. on the way there, just near fx, i saw a boy wearing JKT 48. like. what the? they held a book festival there and there were, might be, some good books with really cheap price there. but nothing caught my attention so. well. it was a pity. after i met with rara, we just went looking but nothing was that special anyway. and the AYE event was meeeh. so we decided to hop to Grand Indonesia. huhuhu. my recent favorite mall. i looked for that green sweater on forever 21. and it was just gone although one of the mannequin wears it. blaaaaah. so we ate dinner at that curry place and it was pretty good. it was worth it thou. and we walked some more. looking at some stores. finally we just bought couple of products in body shop. which is everywhere. but still today was a great day.

somehow these days, the only thing that can perk me up is shopping. love to get new something. carrying all those fancy shopping bags. well it was not really good. but i had fun. i lost all my money thou. but it was really fun. motivate me to do something to make money too. work on harder to earn my own money. i still will be responsible thou with my money later. i hope. i'll try. it's finished thou. i wont be hanging around at malls anymore. i'll work and study more from now on. i just thought a project ;) yesterday. and i'll work on it from today. hope it will turn out good. at least it is realized thou wont be as success i want it to be. i just want to prove to myself that i can finish something. develop something on my own.

by the way,today i realize that i really love someone that i can talk about random things about. like with Devi, Accounting, and Rara. i never am really into gossiping all the time. talking about people and making jokes about them here and there is fun. but dissing them all the time is never really my thing. i think it's the biggest reason why i'm not really in contact with my old friends. somehow i can't just talk about all things with them. i've changed. they've changed.