wow. its been so long that i have wanted to write. but i just got the will like....2 seconds ago.

there are so many things missed. althou i really want to write it. ive downloaded blogger app on my phone so i can update whenever i want to.


now is 11hours to my departure to japan. people keep asking things like "are you scared?" "are you nervous?" and the like. well. if i want to tell the truth. i dont feel any of those. all i feel is overloaded excitement in my heart. you know. that kind of feeling where you feel like your chest is gonna burst. maybe i'm too self centered....?

last week i dropped off my friend who was going to japan too. others are like boo hoo i'm gonna miss you and i was there like..meeeh.